It ended up taking a long time and getting far longer then I thought it would.
I feel good about it I guess but I also feel extremely confused.
It was a big push to get all that written.
And since I wrote it my mind is still popping pretty hard about a lot of things. I still have lots of ideas that I want to explore that are being prompted by this writing.
I have lots more questions.
I also feel very much pulled towards realer living because I need to start thinking about where to move. For real.
But anyways, I typically have a sort of rapid mental expansion/contraction crisis after I write these huge things.
My brain runs and spins and is confused.
But I already have another essay in the works that is very much related to my last post.
I also have like 7 titles that I need to explore and write. Just vague ideas.
I have no lack of writing to do, no shortage of ideas to work with. But I don't have it in me right now.
I'm still reeling. In a good way.